Yes, it seems to interrupt social lives, internet junkies, and that hobo on Elm and 5th who seems to hear the school bell fives to 2. I really don't know a hobo on Elm and 5th. It was just my attempt at being funny.

I'm taking only music since that's my passion and funnily enough, that's my major. My mom doesn't really approve though. "How are you gonna pay bills with that?" "There aren't decent enough jobs. You should find a major with money." Well Mother Dearest, not everyone can be a lawyer, a doctor, or a flipping Psychologist. I love this, fuck off.

Anywho, school has been taking my attention away from normal activities, such as this. Hence why when I came back, I'm not on nearly as much as I used to be. And since only a few still actually talk to me, I doubt the rest of you actually care. lol

I've been such a bitch lately and I don't know why. I'm meaner than I used to be and it doesn't bother me like I used to think it would. I mean my last journal entry, I pretty much QQ'ed all butthurt-like and acted like a bitch about it. Poor excuse as this is, it was due because in rl, I have been underappreciated for awhile now, but things are looking up.

For instance, I stuck myself back into choir when Fall Semester started. I am the leader for the soprano section. When we learn music, they follow me because I take the extra mile to learn both first and second parts so that I can go in-between the two, and help them out. I haven't gotten a thank you or an acknowledgment from them and I really don't care if they do or don't. What I rather have is Scott, the choir director to credit me even if a little.

The other day, we were going about the finalizations of 5 Hebrew Love Songs and he told Maria that she really really knew this. Which kinda was a smack to my face. She knew it because yeah, she practiced, but also because of me. She also wound up with the solo he originally gave me but since I wasn't there one day, it went to her. I'm not at peeved that it didn't stick with me, I'm just kinda miffed because if he's gonna give a Hebrew solo to someone, it should've been Brynn because she knows and speaks Hebrew therfore it woulda sounded authentic instead of "Hi I just kinda learned this and if it's wrong well lol cause it probably is. 8D"

I know through life, there will be times that I'll be doing something, and working really hard and not get anything for it, but now is not the time for that. At this point, younguns need encouragement that they are doing well and awesome so they stay motivated to do things. Without that, then they just die and wither. I don't know... mayber it's only me.

But that should go in my other journal. Not this one. So I leave off here. See ya later! ^_^